Shoot me down... bang bang.

Sometimes i get so wierd, i even freak myself out, i laugh myself to sleep it's my lullaby. Sometimes i drive so fast, just to feel the danger, I want to SCREAM it makes me feel alive. Is it enough to love? is it enough to breathe? Somebody ripped my heart out and left me there to bleed. Is it enough to die? somebody save my life, i'd rather be anything but ordinary please. You see i wake up in the morning, put on my face. the one that's gonna get me through another day. Doesn't really matter, how i feel inside... this life is like a game sometimes. i can say i love you in a million different languages, but until i can let you know it doesn't mean anything at all. Fall back, take a look at me and you'll see I'm for real, I feel what only I can feel. Loving would be easy if your colours were like my dreams... I'm tugging at my hair I'm pulling at my clothes I'm trying to keep my cool I know it shows I'm staring at my feet My cheeks are turning red I'm searching for the words inside my head 'Cause I'm feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect 'Cause I know you're worth it...you're worth it...yeah. Guess I'm wishing my life away... With these things I'll never say. And I wanna believe you When you tell me that it'll be okay Yeah, I try to believe you...But I don't. When you say that it's gonna be It always turns out to be a different way I try to believe you Not today, I don't know how I'll feel Tomorrow... tomorrow is a different day. Its always been up to you let's turn it around, its up to meI 'm gonna do what I have to do Just don't. Every time I try to make you smile You're always feelin sorry for yourself Every time I try to make you laugh, You can't You're too tough You think you're loveless Is that too much that I'm askin for? yeah i wanna believe you, but i can't